Drank last night, and feeling ashamed right now
Hi everyone. I drank last night and a couple of times before that. I got drunk, and went on FB. I don't remember contacting a friend, but I see that I have a message waiting from her. I hope I didn't say something stupid, I am a bit worried I because I was drunk, and don't remember. And I have done this in the past and have said some crazy stuff. I also was feeling so lonely, and the alcohol made me so awful, I felt like killing myself earlier today, but I am feeling better now, I don't want to kill myself anymore. The loneliness was unbearable, I felt like I was on a deserted island like in the move Cast Away with Tom Hanks. Also couldn't sit still all day, had to keep walking it was just impossible for me to sit down, and could barely eat anything.
I just wanted to confess to you all about this, I feel so ashamed, I just don't know why I put myself through this?