I'd like to learn more about getting a counselor. This may be the wrong place to ask, but at least I can post it. Should give some encouragement to Sad clown, and the best I can do is tell you the begining of knowledge is the fear of the lord. I've always believed in a higher power, listening to him scares the **** out of me. How do you write the words you know are going to be sensored? I need to get my ... to a meeting, and I guess I'm looking for support motivation to get the job done. Comments?