For someone who accumulates a good bit of sober time before slipping like you have Introvrtd1, there is a bit of a buffer before the beast that is PAWS fully awakens from its slumber and begins rampaging far and wide wreaking damage everywhere all at once. But the day is coming when you'll once again be at the bottom of the deep pit of despair that PAWS brings. You slipped - it happens - but the trick is to pull out of it as soon as possible to minimize the fallout.
You've been here before. You know how this plays out. Life sober is full of challenges, but those challenges can be dealt with in a way that out-of-its-cell PAWS cannot.