Thank you biminiblue, sorry you have bad experience with therapy. I am journaling, its messy scrolls but im trying. I wish i didnt live near these people but i am doing my best to steee clear any places i know they might frequent.
I have to give it to him, such a good liar and i believed he was not interested in this girl as he had nothing good to say about her. Im sure its my turn to be the villian now.
Im focusing hard on work and home projects. I pray each day my heart and head find peace and i hope the same for all us on this forum who love an addict. 😢