I seeing my doctor tomorrow for another problem and I'm going to ask about meds to quit smoking. I'm vaping nicotine now and it makes me want to cry. my psychiatrist is increasing my meds again and I need it. I realize I have been unstable for a while now. it's probably why I relapsed on alcohol.
thanks cake for the support all addiction is horrible I'm extremely addiction prone if it feels good I'm going to do it until it doesn't feel good anymore, then keep doing anyway because I can't stop without help. I looked up nicotine anonymous but they don't have any meetings in my area and online meetings don't work for me, I need face to face. keep your head up I'm going to keep mine up. I have to remember I'm not a bad person trying to get good I'm a sick person trying to get well.
David