8 weeks sober again. This is always the time my PAWS peaks for the first time. Hate it, The depression, the anxiety, The fear of something terrible is going to happen, not wanting to be around people but feel lonely. I’ll not crumble this time, I want the feeling during the 8 years sobriety I had before dad died.
I did try AA again just for a bit of company. The way they put PAWS down made me walk out