We are not living together anymore. Once things got bad he moved back in with his mom who enables his drinking and even supplies him alcohol. We would still meet up to talk about getting back together, however I always told him if he is actively drinking we can not live under the same roof due to how he gets. Always promising change but then never following through with getting the help he needs. I wish I could simply get through work without bawling my eyes out. Just so many emotions.