Thank you guys for your replies… my heart is in pieces. I can’t eat or sleep. He’s throwing in my face every little thing wrong I’ve ever done. Twisting my brain up to make myself believe I deserve this treatment, meanwhile for years he has destroyed me but won’t speak on that part of it. Is what they say when they are intoxicated how they really feel? If I could convince myself of that I feel I would be able to get a grasp on my broken heart. However it always turns into him saying he obviously never means anything he says when he’s in a drunken rage. I feel as though that is no excuse.. Thanks for all feed back 💔