Your attitude, not your aptitude, will determine your altitude
Join Date: Dec 2006
Location: Oxnard (The Nard), CA, USA.
Posts: 13,989
Welcome to SR Tilz
I understand addiction can persist regardless of people, places, things including pregnaces. You are not at fault for your addiction but you are responsible for your recovery. You seem informed about the risks so how about starting a practice of recovery here at SR and like mentioned use AA, Smart, DBT AVRT.
Addiction doesn't wait around for people to make the right choices. Addiction takes away you choices until you do something about it in recovery.