Anyone had this happen after so long?
I had been clean for 8 1/2 after living a life of drugs, sex and money and made a complete turn around. I've been accepted to 6 colleges already and I have a 4.0 GPA for this last sem in school. I also relapsed a little over a month ago. All for no reason at all just because I knew I was off probation and felt like goin out with my friends and getting baked. Well I got baked alright and I havent stoped since that night. I had a quarter pound a week pot habit b4 I firtst got clean, and I mad a chart just for the hell of it a few days ago and I've come to the stunning conclusion that I've smoked 3 ounces of pot in 5 days. I jumped back into this sh*t with 2 feet in again within a matter of one hit what are the chances of gettin clean again? I'm not even sure if I wanna get clean again I've had so much fun lately. I had no fun for 8 1/2 months I just achieved a sh*t load of stuff. I dunno Im just wondering if this has happened to anyone here?