Hi Kejun,
. I'm sorry about the loss of Sophie and for the grief your Friend must have at this time.
I lost my beautiful wife to cancer when I was 47,
My drinking spiraled, I'm 62 now.
. I quit however 6 weeks ago today.
I've always been a bit of a solitary individual, keeping to myself.
But I have to say that I can't curse alcohol itself too much as I've met a lot of nice folks thru SR and I'm learning to help others.
This common thread we all have and doing our best to support others helps us to grow.
I wish I was in a coffee shop in the UK.
I'm having my coffee now across the pond and my cat is clawing my arm for attention!
Congrats on your 5 years and I hope your day goes as well as it can under the circumstances