Your attitude, not your aptitude, will determine your altitude
Join Date: Dec 2006
Location: Oxnard (The Nard), CA, USA.
Posts: 13,984
Welcome to your new path to recovery Fx.
A lot of alcoholics and alcohol abusers like myself have had blackouts. Too much alcohol at once can make you and me to become angry and aggressive. I have woken up to a battered body, cut and bruised because of a stupid bar fight I was told.
Just work on being sober first and foremost. Only with a sober mind can you attempt to repair the wreckage of your past.
Post offen and start today to begin rebuilding your life. You can do this.