I am so sorry, you would be surprised at how many people are going along real well until they need pain meds for a legitimate purpose. It is a really sad thing because we are caught in a catch 22. We hurt but we are scared too. What do you do? Well, you have already done it as have a lot of us on here, but it's ok, you are still on the right track because you are here. I am really glad you came back.