Hang in there Vic.
Don't give up!!!
With recovery there are some really great days and some days that suck.
With depression there are some pretty good days and some really bad rotten horrible awful days that totally suck.
Lately I've been having a few of them in a row for no aparrent reason...
My kid has a tee shirt that pretty much sums up the way I feel most days...it reads
"I'm out of bed and dressed. What more do you want?"
Please talk to the Dr about a med adjustment...these things take time to work...unfortunately there is no instant "happy" pill for depression, at least not like we were used to with doing our drug of choice...