Welcome AJ! It’s good to have you here.
FF let’s make tomorrow day two. I’m thinking of you.
Lixie, I hope that things went well…?
I feel sad and heavy. By heavy I feel overweight. I looked in the mirror and I don’t like what I see. But if I drink tonight, I’ll have all of that plus I’ll be hungover. I’m trying to distract myself.
Deep breathing. Smiling a lot. Singing too.
My husband works the next three evenings. All twelve hours shifts. The least that I can do it to be sober. I want for him to trust me. No.
I want to trust myself.