I desperately need this thread this weekend.. I'm closing day 68 Thursday night. On Saturday we are taking a plane to visit friends for a 50th bday. It will be a massive drink and probably drug fest out camping with a bonfire. We have known these friends for 26 years and it's not something I can get out of.. The temptation to drink will be massive and I'm already weighing up what will happen if I drink.. I thought I was strong in my resolve but I'm kidding myself if I think this as it will blindside me and I'll end up drinking again..