Accountability time: Doing really well, the av only squeaks, although...Maybe it is not the av...just the memories of me drinking whenever I was doing pretty much anything, Oh, I have to organize the kitchen, better have a drink..laundry, time for a drink..organize my fabric for sewing, time for a drink...You get the picture. It was as if I could not do one without the other and of course the end result of the task at hand was that it was not completed to my sober satisfaction.
I know Mr. A would say, well of course what would you expect. Moving forward I remember and reinforce to myself drinking=poor quality of life. I only have one life why destroy it with the simple action of had to mouth with that poison.
Toolbox: Look at the quilts that I have made or in the process of making and know there is no way they could be done while drinking
Make myself proud