Thanks FDM. I was sober for about 10 months, but convinced myself that I could be an occasional smoker. What I notice is that when I’m feeling underlying stress I use to avoid feeling that way, but it just allows the stress to build up unchecked. It’s been my crutch for most of my life, so no surprises it lured me back.
I have to admit I felt a bit embarrassed about posting here for the last month, I was trying to avoid acknowledging that I was back using again.
How are you doing?