I've been struggling lately. Seem to find myself thinking about drinking for often these days. I remember reading somewhere that the fifth year is difficult for some people. I also recall writing in early sobriety that I was worried because I wasn't having any cravings and the sober muscle would be weak when they did hit. These aren't cravings, they are thoughts, but still, I feel like I could easily slip of the edge at a moment's notice.
Clinging onto the sober bus.