Back again
After managing 18 months absolutely fine, the inevitable happened - someone gave me a drink at Christmas; and for the past 18 months I have been battling with it all over again. It just seems to be history repeating itself and I feel completely cornered by it. I can managed the odd day or so of it, no problem, but am straight back on it again. Just want it to stop now. Hoping that writing this will help. This is the only place, the only person, who knows and who can help me.