Hi Leopol
Thx for sharing your story
I found glimpses of my own story in all this forum.
And I see myself in your situation, and recognize the same will to collaborate, to help, to try to make the whole thing works, with no avail.
To kill "the dream" is the most difficult thing in my oppinion
And to see that now i´m not "the love of her life", but the "enemy"