CP - you and I are in the same place. I can't do the local in person meetings. I will happily send you the online links to the AA meetings I resonate with if you would like. To be honest...there is an AWESOME one on Wednesday nights out of NYC...they are called humanists..,. so do not do the God thing. I need that. Anyway, I am so glad they decided to keep meeting after the pandemic.... really good group of folks. Let me know via PM if you would like me to send you the links. It's so hard....I am really struggline right now too.