Thank you all so much,
I’m sorry to be such a downer. It’s the progesterone. I should have asked for an IUD. (Less side effects). But my anatomy is weird (I’m small) and I’d have to have the device put in surgically. (Sorry if tmi).
I went to see some friends. Got out of the house. It felt good.
I can be sober. I just feel so exhausted from being sober. I mean I’m getting tired of life. (I’m not talking about suicide). I just need that mental break that drinking gives me. But I’m trying to find other ways.
It was a hard week. I need to give myself a break.