Originally Posted by
SoberLeigh 
GhostFace!!! I am so thrilled to see you.
You can make sobriety a wonderful “forever gift” to yourself? Please keep attempts and thoughts of moderation and control off the table. They just don’t work for us.
Hey Leigh, so good to hear from you again. I want the gift of sobriety, but of course, the thought of missing out keeps popping up in my head. I'm on day three, and I feel fantastic. I'm trying to re-invent myself and become the man I envision, not some weekend drunk that picks fights and embarrasses himself to the point that no one wants to be near me. I have a great career and family, and I am such a good person when I'm not under the influence. I have a list of things that are holding me back; I'm self-aware, and now it is time to commit and not continue doing the same thing expecting different results.