Originally Posted by
Dee74 
just don’t put off trying again for too long, man.
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I did, but I am back at it now. With new determination. Every time I start using again I vow not to make the same mistakes as before and every time I do. Starting up always leads to the same behaviour, problematic behaviour which in turn leads to a strong desire to call it quits.
I must never doubt my decision to quit, ever again. I know I will, but I must not act on it.
Hopefully all of you are doing fine. Let’s stay in touch.