Morning from Oregon. Yesterday was 15 weeks no drinking. 1 week since I found my husband dead. Truth number 1 - alcohol breaks you. It breaks you down mentally. The trying to quit, wanting it so much and failing...repeating. the shame the guilt... letting those you love down. Those who struggle and overcome, can heal and become a stronger version of themselves. We all have it in us to beat this..to live with the addiction, but choose not to drink. I guess, that's the bottom line YOU have to choose a different path. You have to want it so much that when the AV comes at you, you can tell it to effe off. #ODAAT