Hi PoS, we all had many day 1s, and no one cracks it first time. But for a lot of us, something just clicked and/or we made the right changes in lifestyle, and the days became weeks and eventually years. No way to say about nice about withdrawal - it’s horrible - except to say it lasts a few weeks only. The crucial part is the realisation that you, me and all of us can’t drink again, not even one. It screws up everything. Good luck and keep on posting
