Thank you all for your words. I agree that it is better to wait foe the right person. I am afraid that men will not want to be with me if they want a family because I am over 30. I pmed ironwill and we have talked about how that is a lie that love only requires an open heart and faith but there is fear that all men in their 30s have commitment issues or all the good ones are taken or they will want someone younger and more fertile. I know that I want to wait for someone who is right but Im afraid I waited too long