Thank you guys
I struggle with feeling I failed by having sex with him too early even though at the time it was what I wanted and enjoyed it feeling an increase in intimacy with him.
I also feel like I failed for opening up so much to him emotionally about my life instead of forcing it to be slower.
I also struggle with the status of single once again and the fear of not having children once again
i also struggle with the fear that I wasn’t good enough for him to commit to