Grateful to be awake, well rested, and ready to go this early Monday morning.
Grateful for all who share in this forum.
Grateful to see you are reaching out, LMN. I've experienced similarities to what you're going through in the workplace; at times, it has drained the life out of me. Gaining confidence and making and keeping boundaries has helped. At times, I really and truly work very hard to maintain self-discipline, to stay above the fray, to keep my mouth shut, and to stay focused on my job (it helps that I like what I am doing and am challenged to go above and beyond). Over time, I've seen those who are toxic in the office facing consequences for their behavior; in the meantime, I've continued to step forward. It is satisfying to know I've made good choices. I also keep my eyes wide open for job opportunities elsewhere.