Originally Posted by enkbaa

unless we dont heal our innerchild we will again meet same guys as always we uded to meet, therefore i really want to work on my self.i dont have a hard feelings anymore to my ex compleye nc helped and therepy and psychological lectures helped really this time. I was so desperate like you but finally it hit me at 44. Until then ithought that i like men and s.e.x but i was not actually. I just have found out recently that how childhood upbringing and environment contributed my srlf confidence and psychology.