Off to lunch/dinner with my in laws. I really want to order a glass of wine at dinner, just to be salty. (Just kidding). They all watch me like I'm a sideshow. It's annoying, especially when their son is sneaking drinks right in front of them. Anyway! I'm on day 11 AF. Feeling better, depression and anxiety are way more manageable when I'm not drinking. I have to start an out patient recovery program as part of my dui agreement next month. I am kinda excited in the sense that the option to drink will be "off the table". I can just focus on creating a better sober life. That's it for now... Off to another family gathering!