So glad to hear from you, Amnesiac.
I'm glad you saw this guy and talked about options and resources.
Have you signed up for the DBT course, then?
What about getting to some meetings? When will you do that?
The reason I'm asking is because it feels a little bit like you are in a 'waiting for something to change' state of mind. Maybe I'm projecting because I've often been there. Able to list off a bunch of things that I'm looking into, but not actually taking the leap. Procrastination is a killer, man.
I think it's great that you are looking into all of these things; I also think it's really important that you put something(s) in place for yourself right now today. You know, actions to shore up your commitment. (Even if you don't necessarily have the commitment yet - you know what I mean?)
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