My end stage drink was cheap, supermarket own brand vodka cleverly hidden (eye roll) in bottles of diet cola!!
Trying to fool myself! Denial denial denial.
I also used to put vodka in dark glassed beer bottles so to the outside world it looked like I was sipping beer.
My dad used to say he was drinking mineral water, Thing was, you could smell the pure gin in the glass from the other side of the room.
Us "clever" alkies!! All madness.
So grateful I don't pull deceitful stunts like that anyone.
Funny, this morning I got some of the same brand diet cola from the shop. I haven't bought it for many years. A friend of mine likes it and stopping by my home. What a joy just to look at it and smile. All that insanity is gone. Nowadays, I wouldn't even drink cola let alone vodka laced cola. I respect my health too much now.