Oh Patcha! I just saw your post. I' so sorry you were down, but glad you're feeling better. I want you to know that your posts (and even your avatar) brighten my day so much when I come across them! You really make a difference! I myself have been struggling lately, and I don't think we are unique. The world is a tough place for many right now.
Thank you for all you do, and I hope you reach out more. Happy Thanksgiving!