Thank you for your message.
Yeah, the holidays were difficult for her always because she always wanted to drink on Thanksgiving and Christmas. I find myself just thinking about her today, and wishing I had her to spend it with (as stupid as that sounds).
I keep trying to remind myself that all her problems, anger, and issues are no longer mine right now. I know she's going to struggle with being sober during the holidays, and not being able to spend it with family.
Once again I'm sorry you're also going through heartbreak, and hope you have a good Thanksgiving (all things considered). Peace to you.