Frankly, I'm pretty fed up with this all alone thing. Volunteering in my area is a joke. All they want is either a donation or adopt a pet. Senior centers are closed due to covid. Meeting people at AA was another joke. I'm sick and tired of working my butt off and getting nowhere. The bottom line is people just don't care about people like me. Facter in my age, and I'm pretty much toast. I'm not the kind of person that gives up on anything easily, but enough is enough. This is beyond painful. Enough said. John