Struggled today but managed to hold it off until late evening... when for some reason my mind sees its not worth it to persist when it gets late! The last 2 week abstinence was easy compared to this time (5 days) after my blip... what does that mean, I have no idea at all?? Anyway, lack of sleep and a migraine en route I think but still will be sober, and not give in. I feel a but wounded from the last time, but this time feels more painful but real at the same time... with real heart I guess. I thought I had heart last time but not like this. I hope everyone is having a good sober weekend
