Hi.
The depression will lift.
It is a tough part, I find. Understand, please, that it is mostly chemical, and will subside a great deal within the next few days ( I find.)
I recall, several times, commenting that I feel more human at day 5.
The thiamine has helped me. We drinkers become deficient in it. I believe it had helped to reduce the shakes I was having. (I’m not a doctor, just my opinion)
It can be bought over the counter as it is simply vit. B1.
Be steadfast. You’ll be through the toughest part soon.
The good news is that you never have to go through it again if you hold on to recovery with all you’ve got. (continue to make ‘right’ choices, do the action required (read, confer with other recoverers daily, keep an open mind, learn)).
Best to you.
Hope to see you around these posts.
p.s. I don’t understand many of the abbreviations my fellow posters have been using. Please define your acronyms folks!