Hi kaily not sure what you meant by sr but i am exactly the same no help from gp, specific drug and alcohol team and few days ago a&e! I was so angry and got home so late i dident drink for the first time in 3 months, this is my 3rd night without drink and although im very proud of myself for doing it i am feeling very depressed, so many negative thoughts of just wanting to die. Iv been using diazepam for about a week and a small dose of zopiclone for about two weeks, i do think i can do this as iv gone past my perspective of my worst part (the first day) but who knows who the real me will be as iv been draining my sorrows for the last 3 months i dont even know who i am but feel hate to a lot of family for not being there when i asked for help.