Hang in there Boggle, you can do this. I thought I had more sense too as I am 51 but I have realized addiction knows no age. Thanks for your post and your honesty. At times I am struggling and often think I can have just one drink and be fine. However, I am afraid if I have one I will not be able to stop and spin back down into my hole. I totally understand where you are coming from. You have my 100% support.