So what am I to do? Tell her honestly I need time to work on myself irregardless how she feels.? I mean that’s what should happen for my sobriety.. but damn it.. it’s going to hurt me no matter what I don’t know if I can do this. I can’t **** my life up anymore. I’m so fed up with how my life has been the last 20 years. I’m so lost. Confused. Super depressed