Originally Posted by
freedomfries 
I guess because there was no ambivalence. I just wanted to drink. I was 100% firm in my decision. But I don't want to drink moving forward.
I'm not sure what RR book you're working from but I'd guess any and all of them have ideas on how to deal with that ambivalence.
If you're not using a book,maybe asking for guidance in our Permanent Abstinence Based Recovery forum is a good idea.
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...ased-recovery/
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