Congratulations!
Its like putting a gorilla in a cage.
The gorilla smiles at you, see i am a nice gorilla. Just let me out of this cage for a minute. I can behave, see im really a nice gorilla. I'm calm and happy and well behaved.
If we take that first drink getting the obsession under control is going to be like trying to put a gorilla back in a cage. The obsession defies logic. Even if one night of drinking is uneventful, especially if one night of drinking is uneventful. One drink will completely restore the obsession. It does not stick a toe in the pool it uses the high dive. Cunning, baffling, and powerful!