Originally Posted by
alphaomega 
I hear you guys I really hear you - and its so true - I'm only focusing right now on the LACK not the blessings. And I am giving oxygen to defeat.
Last night I was so glad I wasnt near any alcohol because a giant case of the "F"its had me by the short hairs.
This is far less fun than the beginning. But I am not going to cave no matter if I have to throw myself into a vat of ice water to stop myself.
In the meantime, I'll be planting wildflowers and practicing my yodeling...
Can you promise that if you do get the f it's again you will at least come here and tell us before you drink? I made that promise to myself and ended up having to do it once at 7 months. You, Jaynie and others had my back.