Thresa,
PLEEEEASE HANG TIGHT!! and try and get to a meeting. If you cant, call someone, if that doesnt work, write someone, but all in all you have the DESIRE to stop, and thats whats important!!!! Throw a bottle of red wine on depression, and youve got one hell of a mess. Keep on posting honey, we'll be here!!!!
Good Luck! Jennifer (( roses2005 ))