Thread: It’s going to hurt… get ok with it.
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Old 07-17-2021, 10:57 PM
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edoering
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Originally Posted by LovelyKaya33333 View Post
It’s going to hurt I can’t avoid it. I will have to go through the pain … I can’t avoid it. Not if I want to get to the other side of this and learn and heal why I was ok with an AH to begin with. It’s going to hurt. If he’s blocked it will hurt to never hear from him… it’s going to hurt… if he reaches out but doesn’t give me any sense of acknowledging what he did caused an extreme about of pain and damage. It’s going to hurt… even if he shows up at my door and says everything I need and want to hear because I can’t unknow what I now know...
I am FEELING this today. I have been feeling paralyzed because I can’t decide what hurts less for me, and therefore I can’t decide what to do. So I just keep… floating. And feeling. And hoping for the best.
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