FF, I am worried about you. Have you talked to the doctor about the voices yet? They seem to be getting worse.
I am really glad you came here and posted about how you’re feeling, that tells me you don’t really want to drink, you’ve put together a good deal of sober time, and that’s great. You just need to work with your doctor to try to get the voices under control.
Im thinking about you, and sending you so much love!