Would you drink if your days were numbered?
I'm probably going to be murdered soon. I'm on Antabuse but if won't take it from tomorrow and I'll get drunk next Saturday if I'm still alive. What's the point in being sober if I'm just going to die soon anyway. I might go to the shop tomorrow early and buy mouthwash and have a tiny bit. Three or so units won't trigger the Antabuse.
I'm 108 days which is the longest I've managed. Maybe it'd be better to die sober, I don't know. What would you do if there was a conspiracy to murder you? Would you drink? Or if you had a terminal illness?