Originally Posted by
TISM 
How did I let that happen?
Anyway that's the first challenge - being in the moment and trying to be positive about the future.
Thanks for having me on board
You are not the first to wonder how you got where you are. I used to wonder how that happened to me too. I could understand why it would happen to those other schmucks and low lifes, but to me?? It happens slowly and while you are not paying attention. You know it's not good for you, but you are strong and smart and feel like if it only hurts a little bit, you will be OK, until you aren't. And then you ask, "How did this happen?" Don't dwell on it. The task ahead is to leave all that behind.
It's good to have you here.